Train Reck

I feel so alone lately. Kids out here really only see drug addicts as souls worth saving. I almost want to get addicted to something so someone can see me hitting rock bottom and want to come rescue me. Then I could actually have someone to talk to, who wanted to be around me. But, I'm not a drug addict nor do I want to be. I'm just a kid looking for someone to love me for the train reck I am.